April New Moon

New Moons make me need to talk, to bare my soul, to invariably get in trouble.  My mouth always does. Ask anyone who has known me longer than a month.  This new moon finds me wide awake when I should be sleeping, listening to a random thunderstorm that I didn’t know was coming, kinda like this post. 

In two days I will be leaving on a trip with my still very  married boyfriend.  I am totally ok with this.  Have all my morals flown out the window? Am I really so uncaring that I don’t care about hurting someone else at the expense of my happiness? Who knows.  All I know at the moment is that I am 40 years old and not getting any younger. Be happy is my motto.

Since I am looking forward to this month, with spring break, warmer weather and 5 whole days away from responsibility, I will be ever so positive in this months wish list. Here goes:

1. I will begin my garden. 

2. I will have a clean house that stays that way.

3. My relationships with those I love will become stronger and closer.

4. I will become increasingly comfortable with who I am and open to who I will become.

5. I will do great on my computer class and raise my GPA.

6. Respect will become less of a fight to get in my own home.

7. I will appreciate every day for the gift that it is.

8. Healthy mind AND body.

9. I will put 100% into all I do.

10. Live, love  & laugh.  There is no guarantee of tomorrow.